Moving On. And On

You live
You breathe, You feel
You awaken, You chase 
You get hurt, You hurt back
You unlearn, You relearn
You think you know, You think you find it
You feel things out, You open up
 
You love
You kiss, You touch
You dance, You laugh
You feel complete, You feel reborn
You have your cake, You eat it too
You give everything, You give too much
You withdraw, You withhold
 
You break
You lose yourself, You lose them
You lose control, You lose it all
You think you knew better, You think this was different
You think you’re friends, You think rules don’t apply
You get blindsided, You get cold shouldered
You no longer fit, You don’t matter
 
You hate
You think you had something, You think you can go back
You don’t know what love is, You do as you’re told
You shut down, You shut out
You can’t sleep, You can’t eat
You don’t see, You don’t hear
You feel everything, You understand nothing
 
You process
You want what’s best, You hope they never feel it
You want them to know, You want to say something
You want to be heard, You want to be seen
You write it down, You throw it out
You want the change, You paid the price 
You want to forgive, You will never forget
 
You leave
You put away the old, You seek the new
You change the scenery, You change perspective
You reflect, You release
You learn, You grow
You feel calm, You feel different
You find what you’re looking for, You find yourself
 
You die
You do it again
– Chris Braun, Durango